Some China Pictures

I’ve taken probably about 400 pictures excluding the ones with me and my family in it.

Most of them are shit. But here are some not so shitty ones. Enjoy.

This one below….is a monkey. Thus the reason why I share it to you even though it’s a shitty one.

This one below isn’t a particularly good image but I wanted to show you the rainbow that was form when I was up at the mountain top while staring down. The people there say it was a rare sight. How was it form? I have no idea…

When I was at the bus, it cross by a bunch of children and teenagers. They were walking back/to school, it was quite a scene because I never had those problems so it shaken me a little. There are still many parts of china that is still undeveloped.

I went to watch a show, they say it was their original musical which was inspired by the archaeology found at the area. It was okay, but most probably because I don’t know how to appreciate it.

This picture below is probably one of my favourites.

And that’s it. Thanks for reading! Oh! Almost forgot. Do tell me which one you like them most.

Planning.

As you can see, I have recently been planning my day. Even though it’s only one day.

Still that’s not the point I want to make here. I’ve come to realize that planning is essential. I can’t live without it, I am a walking zombie without it.

Fact is I wander round and about when I do not have a clear objective. It’s just not enough to have those objectives in the back of my mind and telling myself ” You need to do this.”.

It just ain’t happening. Years of experience tell me that, sad thing is that I actually abandoned this crucial part few months ago because I’ve stopped trying and I wasn’t following my plans. So I convince myself that all of this is bullshit and stopped entirely.

Guess what happens.

Anyway, I might once again stopped following my plans. But at least I know that there is a clear objective of what I should do at the time.

So lesson learned.

I have to plan everyday in order to make a continuous planning for a fall back when I need it because I might plan to fail.

what???????

……………… I suppose so

P.S: btw I did learn to ride the bicycle.

2012

2012.

Same Old habits. Same Old room. Same Old me.

2012.

Fresh start, Fresh mind. Fresh motivations. Fresh Dream. Fresh Determination.

2012.

What feels like a good year to whip myself back to a place I’d rather be.

2012.

A turning point or Another Stalemate?

2012.

Life or Death.

5/1/2012

A day where I find out I have been lied by a Harvey Norman Salesman where originally a product which they told me they have a 1 year warranty is now a 7 day warranty. Which basically translate as “There is no warranty, yeah the employee lied, So what? SUCK IT BITCH”. So Harvey Norman Malaysia  Fuck you and your useless employees.

Also the day I found out that I can’t get rid of dust in my Dad’s Camera Sensor. Bring it to the camera stores I thought, they must’ve know these kind of stuff. But noooo instead they say “We don’t know how to clean sensors”, fucking useless retail stores.

So here I am already having a rocky start at 2012.

2012.

Two thousand and Twelve.

Two O One Two.

Twenty Twelve.

2012…….

Today is my birthday

Today is my birthday, Hmmm let me give you some of my wish list

• A Good Audio Equipment  (Superlux 668B and Fiio E10)
• An Decent Camera + Lens (Canon 60D + Sigma 17-70 Macro)
• A Kindle
• A Gaming Computer System
• Some of those sexy Ultrabooks….
• Probably more tech savvy stuff for bragging rights.

SO BITCHES YOU BETTER BE READY TO GIVE ME SOME GOOD STUFF FOR MY BIRTHDAY OR YOU BE DEAD.

Joking.

My thanks to a unique existence.

July 10th 2009, It was a faithful day that changed my life. It was a day that I realized I could actually look like a girl! Fast forward to today, I just celebrated the very person that made me realized I could look like a girl’s birthday yesterday. It was also yesterday that I started to realized what importance this person have did to my life!

This is not to say that my other friends is insignificant. I just think that this particular unique existence has brought many joy in my life.

You who is reading this right now probably don’t realized it but let me tell you just how much you changed my life.

Without you, I would not have realize I could even crossplay which I do quite enjoy.

Without you, I probably don’t have to run as much as I did today….

Without you, I wont have the interest in Cosplay that I do now.

Without you, I probably wont have my personal stalker Daniel…..

Without Cosplay, my good friend Wee wont be as close of a good friend we are today.

Without Cosplay, I would’ve not meet some of the friends I have today. To name some of the few: Xan, Elrin, Mirai, Feli, Kuro, Xenon and perhaps many more to come in the future.

Without you, I probably wont be as efficient in public transport as I do today because of these new friends…

Without Cosplay, my interest in photography would’ve kept to a bare minimum. Unlike today which I truly wish to be a better photographer.

Without Cosplay, I wont even touch make up. Good or bad, that’s up to you guys. *snickers*

Without Cosplay, I probably wont even have the concious to even try to dress better.

Without Cosplay, I most certainly wont get assaulted by Xajin, Xenon and other contestant in TAF.

Without you, I would not have met Sam(Furu), who we share much of the same interest.

Without Sam, I would not have my first true female gaming friend.

Without Sam, my music interest would’ve also been much more narrow. I would not have try to gain more exposure and largely stay in the mainstream part of music.

Now you see? That many aspects of my life can be traced to you? And how you have impacted in my life?

Without you. My life would be a hell lot more boring. So I thank you, thank you, THANK you. For just being in my life. Thank you, Kathleen.

Sincerely your friend Jun.

Setting my mindset

I find that setting my mindset at soon as I break away from my dream is quite important to how my day will turn out. If I start out my day lazy, I most probably will stay lazy throughout the day.

Perhaps the first thing that I do once I wake up it’s quite important, it sets the mindset. I just find that my normal routine which consist of me going to the computer straight away to be not so healthy.

Routine…

Perhaps it’s a routine thing, the very fact that I am doing the same thing as yesterday subconsciously perplex me to be the same as yesterday. Then again I could always argue to myself that It doesn’t matter what I do first thing in the morning, because the decisions I made later should not get affected by what I do first thing in the morning.

Hmm…

But I do recognize that I don’t have a whole of determination in me. So I suppose every one of these fragments that will help me do matter after all.